Random thoughts that are floating around in my head:
* Family. How I define it. What it feels like to me. Where I got these funky notions from. What I want my family to feel like. How I define family. (Context: Mom met stepson. Good visit. Raised a lot of internal thoughts for me).
* Being 17. In general, I think that was a great year. But when I try to remember specifics, they are all sticky, bittersweet, hard.
* Friendship. Am I so paranoid that my pre-diagnosis friends will ditch me now that I don't put enough effort into maintaining those relationships? (context: really nice visit from a long-ago friend and her kids who were super sweet).
* Gratitude. Trying to focus on it.
* Meditation. How to prioritize my practice. Make it happen.